as long as we're sitting upright at the computer

i am incredibly homesick. all i want is for this baby to be born so that we can make pilgrimage to oklahoma.

even if mom wasn't so sick (chemo, as we already knew, is disgusting), i would feel this way. i just want to go home. i don't want to go to work. i don't want to sew. i don't want to watch tv. i want to go home.